I know I'm not good in time management, but this time is terrible!!
I didn't realize that the CO concert is fall in the same date with the camp!
And Jeannie was the person who told me this!
WTF!!
I really want to apologize.
It's all my fault!
I really tired with this.
Just chatted with Irene.
Singapore again.
I don't know.
I'm confuse.
I really don't know what should I do for my future.
Someone said that: It's never too late if you want to do something right.
But, how?
Pressure is always following me.
Maybe I didn't prepare.
Life make us harder or we make life harder?
I just want a simple life.
It's sound bored, but the simple thing is the hardest thing to get.
I want to travel.
I want to be a photographer.
I want to be a musician.
I want, I want, I want!!
Reality makes me hard to breath.
Negative thinking?
Yes, I am.
Emo, sad, regret, confuse?
Yes, I'm in.
Maybe I just need a sleep and everything will be fine tomorrow.
Goodbye, today.
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
bad mood, bad day.
I'm still searching for who I am.
I'm getting confuse on myself.
Sometimes, I can't control my emotion and my face expression.
Some people can smile to somebody even they hate he/she.
I don't want to be like that, but this reality society makes us to act and live with a mask.
Finally all the assignments are done and just left one which also mean that the final exam is coming.
I'm planning to study earlier so that I have more confidence to score in exam.
Quite worry about my result as my CGPA had dropped last sem.
Today is a public holiday for all UTAR student and also for me.
Finally I can rest.
Woke up at 11am and then had my BRUNCH at 12.30am while watching VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 2.
After that, start doing my stuff until now.
Quite boring but no choice.
I have to make myself to enjoy it although I hate it.
Hope that the contact lens cases which I bought can make me happier.
Cheers, you still need to continue with your life!
I'm getting confuse on myself.
Sometimes, I can't control my emotion and my face expression.
Some people can smile to somebody even they hate he/she.
I don't want to be like that, but this reality society makes us to act and live with a mask.
Finally all the assignments are done and just left one which also mean that the final exam is coming.
I'm planning to study earlier so that I have more confidence to score in exam.
Quite worry about my result as my CGPA had dropped last sem.
Today is a public holiday for all UTAR student and also for me.
Finally I can rest.
Woke up at 11am and then had my BRUNCH at 12.30am while watching VAMPIRE DIARIES SEASON 2.
After that, start doing my stuff until now.
Quite boring but no choice.
I have to make myself to enjoy it although I hate it.
Hope that the contact lens cases which I bought can make me happier.
Cheers, you still need to continue with your life!
Friday, August 12, 2011
空洞地活着。
好久好久没上来了。
真的不懂想写什么。
那就是代表，我都没在思考。
最近变得非常懒惰，可能是因为上个星期回家休息太多天了吧，头脑根本不想转。
知道自己想要的生活，但是却缺乏动力。
只有羡慕别人的分。
不确定现在所选择的路对不对，但总是安慰自己一切都回过去的。
不了解，不明白，不懂。
迷路了？是吧。
有好多好问题要思考；
有好多好多难题要解决。
好羡慕那些非常有毅力的人，他们真的超厉害。
已经要过完第二年第一个学期了，但还是像当初的自己，迷茫。
不想太悲观，但乐观不起来。
真的好复杂。
真希望每天一觉醒来都是美好的一天。
只有讲的分，却没有行动。
都是自己的错，懒惰！
真的不懂想写什么。
那就是代表，我都没在思考。
最近变得非常懒惰，可能是因为上个星期回家休息太多天了吧，头脑根本不想转。
知道自己想要的生活，但是却缺乏动力。
只有羡慕别人的分。
不确定现在所选择的路对不对，但总是安慰自己一切都回过去的。
不了解，不明白，不懂。
迷路了？是吧。
有好多好问题要思考；
有好多好多难题要解决。
好羡慕那些非常有毅力的人，他们真的超厉害。
已经要过完第二年第一个学期了，但还是像当初的自己，迷茫。
不想太悲观，但乐观不起来。
真的好复杂。
真希望每天一觉醒来都是美好的一天。
只有讲的分，却没有行动。
都是自己的错，懒惰！
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